Yes, I do have these moments too, astafirghullah. Ups and downs the whole day long, a lot of crying and feeling alone and empty.
Mashaallah, Saturday was such a day. It was a dark hole and I was sitting deeply inside, not knowing how to get out.
I finally baked a cake, and we enjoyed the comfort of that very moment, something that always works: eating sweets and drinking hot chocolate!
In the evening I felt already so much better, alhamdulillah, and I even realized some beautiful sewing (will post about it later).
And Sunday, even though that it was icy and a little snowing outside, we went getting water from the spring (no running water at home…) and enjoying some winter-goods.
And I began my first real embroidery work which made me happy. I cut the legs of old corduroy trousers, embroidered them and will sew now little bags out of it (so easy to do because the sides are already done).
Alhamdulillah, in the end it turned out to be a good weekend, thanks God!
Hope you had better balanced days – blessed Monday to you!